It is the most absurd thing to want and crave a kind of attention and love that you have never had before and when you get EXACTLY that, you can’t stop thinking of how He Used to Love Silly little things about you. Its bizzarre how we can want something and not appreciate it served on a silver platter.
Well, So what if he doesn’t see the same things? Isn’t that a sign that its going to be different this time? Isn’t it good that he likes to cuddle and loves your snores and snorts. Why do we completely deny the love being offered to us and go back in Circles? What is with us indecisive beings? Why can we never appreciate and accept our platters?
We’re always looking for something more or less; never enough.